Ok, so for this layout I chose 'goals' as apposed to 'resolutions'...... mainly because I've made New Years Resolutions before, and I can honestly tell you I suck at them. I lack will power, stamina, whatever you want to call the factor that makes you stick to a 'resolution', I am lacking that! I admit it freely! Now a GOAL, heck, that's a no brainer. I can do that. Remember, this album (project) is about self discovery and acceptance. For that reason, I chose these for my goals for 2015. These few things on this page. I think we all need to have them. Maybe yours are different than mine, more than likely they are. But, these are my 5. I DO want to smile more. It's way healthier and easier than frowning, and not attractive at all. It's a proven fact that if you smile, the people around you smile too! I say "smiles all around"! And I absolutely accept the fact that I'm not perfect. I've been shown, I've been told, and I have found out first hand. but really, who is?
And as for spending time with the small 9 people that love me, there can't be enough of that. I know I have not taken that seriously in the past, and I have to live with that. But in the future, I am all theirs anytime they want me if i can make it happen. At the moment I'm happy. The last ting on my list of goals. I have spent too much time trying to change the things that I can't. whether they are things about me or things about my job or things about my family. I give up and finally get it. I can't change those things that I can't change. They are what they are. And I'm good with that! Wow, it feels good to say that. See there? This page has already done it's job! It's going to be a day full of smiles, I can feel it!
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